Tired

Our biggest weekend, probably, is over. Saturday was much worse than Sunday, which is a reverse of the usual weekend pattern for us. The weather is mild and, while unseasonable for NY, very nice to walk around in. Lots of people strolling.

I'm tired! Today I am home making jewelry and answering mails and such. Paying bills. I walked the dog down Court and Smith St and there were tons of people, it was making me a little edgy actually. I can feel a solitary/nesting urge coming on. I just want to read a book and look at pretty pictures online and eat bad for me food. I don't want to make reservations to visit home or buy presents or do any of the things that actually need to get done. It's not good when this happens, and Christmas isn't for a week. Argh.

I feel like I'm missing out on the holiday fun. Well, I am - and it's weird. Everyone is buoyant and I am just in work mode. I really could use a break.